Saturday, December 19, 2009

week 6 update

3 things worth mentioning today. But its not going to be long because this is the 3rd time ive had to redo this post. oh and i just realized that you arent aloud to paste anymore so i couldnt even copy and paste the info! grr. anyways. here is my short copy of what i had just written

Week 6 over, ive finished chapter 7 and most of chapter 8. Because the break is finally here and justin is gone i have no distractions. I'll probably finish chapter 8 tom and some of chapter 9. This are going quickly. I'll probably be ahead of schedual in a few days time. I don't have many plans for vacation so that's good. hanging wth the Court and shopping with lee is pretty much it.

I have to re organize my caledar for 2010 so ill probably get to that sometime in the next two days. And while doign that ill probably make my official website for Styks High. i promis to import all the posts here that involve the book. I'd just make this the official site if it werent for the fact that my blogger name here is sybil and my main characters name is sybil.... it would jsut seem way too confusing.

Then my final thought for the day: Schwa and I are probably writting a b=guidebook/hanbook thing in the new year. it will include, maps, behind the scene stories, pictures, tommy's thoughts. Itll either be names something like Tommy's stories or In the view of the humans (which is mentioned in the book itself. Ill post more about that soon
Until next time
GothGirl xox
Ps avatar is awesome!!

Monday, December 14, 2009

chapter 7 + 8

Going to write 2 chapters hopefully this week. Chapter 7 and 8. which should be together anyway considering the topic of both. One is about the lead up to the aniversary of her mothers death. the other about the actually summoning of her mothers spirit on that set day.
A lot to do now,
Bye

Sunday, December 13, 2009

sick week 5

EW i am totally sick again which means of course i have to stay home. the reason this suckes more than usually because of the fact that i havent already seen justin for 4 weeks because i cant see him today im not going to see him for another 5. so super great nine week missing justin. And on top of that im kinda stressed because of summatives. i havent even writen chapter seven. ill probably write it later. i just cant bring my brain to do it now. Lol you know im sick when i added 3 hours plus 12 hours to 21 hours.... yea im gifted in math. my thoughts are really the straightest. even though i probably could be writing now im not going to bother because it will probably come out a jumbled up mess. i mean this one pargraph alone is giving me a head ache.
GothGirl. xox

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

opinions

Here at window academy, we learn several things. Not anyone alone is right, and listen to other peoples opinions. Well i guess my dad missed that day : To tell this story properly i ahve to start ALLL the way at the beginning. This year at window academy we are doing the little shop of horrors for our school musical. though we made an alternate ending. Basically in our ending the plant takes over the world and eats everybody..... so i was telling my dad about this and then he started yelling at me "cause the school board doesnt have class. and we should be doing something civilized like shakespear or the grimm's brothers."
okay 1. why would the SCHOOL BOARDS choice give you the need to yell at ME?
and 2. civilized??!!!! shakespears work was exactly like ours just WAYY more complicated and ummm LAME. So then he persisted on yelling to me about how this generation had to class. like EXCUSE me who's fault is that? Thing was the fairy tales, and songs and SHAKESPEAR isnt any classyer. i mean little red riding hood, 3 little pigs... all metaphors for canabalistic sereal killers. Oh nursery rhimes about killing babies, and the black plague. and because we have a FICTIONAL play about alien plants killing and taking over the world WE are the uncivilized ones. I mean shakespear in a way was worse. What he wrote was so realistic that it could happen. I mean men backstabing and killing each other, lies, hate, fear confusion. in the end DEATH! so what does it matter if we chose laughter or complication? in the end we are all just dead arent we?

Tad-for-thought.
GothGirl

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Week 4+ kelseys bday

GothGirl here. Update of the week:
1. Justin is gone to Arizona
2. Im not yeat done chapter 6 and am therfore just in line with my oroginal plan
3. I went to kelseys bday sleepover yesturday
4. Summatives and unit projects suck!


so first off mr justin is in Arizona for his cousins barmitzva and therefore not here. Then he will be coming back for seriously a week and then leaving. sad i know.

Then as for my book.... well due to the pile of work my teachers decided to do this week i didnt have ANY time to work on it and i mean i was still falling behind. the weekend just couldnt come fast enough. So now i only have one short scene to write and then chapter seven for this week to keep up.

Kelseys sleepover. Well the day started out hectic. mom couldnt drive me etc etc so finally i get a drive from kim and then everything is right again in the world. Kim, kelsey, gio, schwa, emma and i were inseperable for the rest of the night. and Robin came and we hit off emediatly. jokes, laughs and fun times all night. We watched battle of the smithsonian, baked giant ass cookies and told stories till 2 am. Basically it was insane! i totally missed all of them and it was so great to be with the gang again. we agreed that we would try to get together atleaast once every month. even if it was just for an afternoon. 2 deffinatlies are in 3 wekks during break at dads house and after exams. probably also during march break. Good times as always, oh and they told me their story about the freedom fighters ( yes we are avatar geeks deal!) and im this girl named ashes who is like sickly awesome. and emma is shackles and kelsey gigles and schwa was shadow ( how perfect) etc etc. even guozhen is called encyclopedia! There are always more but i cant think of them

As for my projects... end of semester is a bitch. All my teachers are cramming in all this stuff we havent covered yet. i mean we finished out astrology UNIT in 2 weeks. Our unit test in thursday. So this week ive had project after project, essay after essay, tests, quizes and even a documentary. Everything is so chaotic with me and i cant even control it all. im insanely stressed out and OH justin isnt here to make it easyer.... not that he would. pompus ass. :P . Though seeing the gang again really did help calm me down. i was just really in need of intellectual conversation with fellow friends. I really do miss them alot.

Now off to correct ANOTHER french essay and write the script for my documentary ( both of which were due yesturday :P
GothGirl xox

Monday, November 30, 2009

AHH

Okay so this week is going to be scary, i'm going to have sooo much homework i have no idea how i will pssibly ever have time to write. So basically i have a science Quiz tomorrow AND friday. a slideshow due thursday, music things due all week. weither an essay on the renaissance or practice or a playing test. its insane. Then of course i have french homework and thanks to Aneil Geography that i didnt think id have to do. I'm deff going to tell Mme. that he barely did anything. Im sorry but i will not cover for my partner, even if i DID like them.
So basically my dad told me this weekend that im not "aloud" to have guy friends. so instead of taking my usual calm tactic i went with sly and cunning ) so i said " you want me to be original right? and do well in school? and be myself? and not have sex? and not do drugs? and not smoke? is that right? so how exactly am i supposed to be myself if i cant hang out with the friends i have?? or the fact that if im not aloud to be myself and have to pretend to be and airheaded sheep to fit in with the girls i cant do well in school. or if i was trying to be someone else i might aswell just go hang out with the druggies, while im 'pretending'. Oh and even if i do find girls that like me for me, which the chances are slim, they'll be so much drama that i STILL wont be able to do well in school. If thats what you want that by all means ban me from hanging with guys. Go ahead i dare you."
ya so he ah didnt ban me :) brains 1, haut couture 0 :D :D
Not back to my hectic week.
GothGirl xox

Friday, November 27, 2009

haha in class

Okay one of the bad things about being a good student is that often enough you aren caught in the current position im in now. That position being that you have finished your work and for the past four days you have had nothing to do so you find yourself on pointless sites constantly checking your mail etc etc. So i thought, even though ive blogged a few times this week I'd do another update. This time not only about my book but also about my personal and somewhat constant life.
So first book. I am now completly done writing that section of her textbook and almost finished chapter 6. yea thats about it. i suppose soon enough ill post the chapter outlines but seeing how barely anyone reads this there is no emmdiate rush. though Erin im sure cant wait to find out :P
What else? umm not much ive been writing more poems so those too will be updated.
As for my life... hmmm well basically my ever constant life id:
get up
fight with parents
go to school
french
science
then hang out at lunch with William ( this years schwa.. though he's so clumsy its impossible for him to be invisibble due to the fact he leaves a trail of distruction behind him!)
music
Geography
then i wither do something after school or i go home
i do my homework
talk to william
watch tv / write (lately mostly write)
talk with justin and or fight at him
dinner
fight with justin
cry a bit
practice my singing ( for my audition peice for the musical)
bed.

thrilling isnt it?
Now if you actually seem to care about this blog and actually read it then you must be wondering why are justin and i fighting so much. Well there are several factors and they always arent straight out fights and are usually about the same things. The facts are that we are just over the new relashionship faze and i cant keep overlooking justins ass-ness and he jsut doesnt get that i dont need more problems after everything else in my life. So we fight. and he wants me to be a "norm" but fact is i just cant be that and he knew that when we started dating god. So basically im getting a haircut soon and it will be short, i like my hair short, and i will have a little tuff of lime green. Justin of course is 100% opposed to this. he likes girls with ling hair and he likes normal, but he likes his hair long when i like guys with shorter hair. so all in all we end up dissagreeing. now of course i still love him and there is no chance that we are going to break up soon, i cant even picture myself with anyone else anymore. but we do need to talk. and not just agree one day and fight the next. no we really just have to understand each other and not be all immature when we talk so i think itll have to be one conversation we have together in person. something like that is just so not call material.

ugh i still have 15 minutes before class is over......

Oh i went to the school talent show yesturday and it was actually totally worth 5 $. the teachers did a choreagraphed dance that was well put together and it ended up being really fun. Plus i didnt HAVE to pay :D Kiranen was there, i thought it would have been really awkward but it so wasnt. HE has changed so much though!! i mean he grew up he's a lot less immature thank god ! and his voice dropped insanly and he grew ou his hair. deffinatly diffrent.... still would never date the guy again :P if i EVER break up with justin im only dating guys from my own school i mean jeeze i am so not good with long distance ( well teenage long distance.)
lol im typing really slowly so i dont finish fast :P you know its bad when.

5 more minutes!!!! urgh
oh amanda and i jsut discovered the best thing EVER!!!! emo, goth,. punk, scene and about every awesome colour OF GOOGLE!!! yes i am just that serious. it is epic :P

anyways im jsut gonna go now. bye
GothGirl xox

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

done!!!

HAHA not even mid week and i am done writing my outlines! done i mean from chapter one to the end of the book... which just so happens to be exactly 30 chapters. I finished the last 7 in class today. like for a while i was stuck and i literally stared at the book for hours trying to figure it out and the moment i stopped. BOOM i realized it instatly one chapter after another until i finished. So now that i have completed that I;m going to start on chapter six. though im taking a break today. after i finish m science/ french homework im going to relaxe and watch tv. simple easy and no brain use nessesary. Then tommorrow i will probably bring my laptop to school. after school i can spend some time and jsut sit down and write and of course i have my lunch period. So i will do that.... what else. oh read my friend jaymes' blog she writes great stuff. umm i do believe that is it.... oh pickles and i got ina huge fight so i am not one friend less than i had this morning. And astrology class isnt as bad as i thought it'd be. :D then again mrs wilkinson can make anything seem interesting. now off to do a grammar page.
Toodles
A bon soir!

Monday, November 23, 2009

ok guys even better news ! Usually i come with complaints worries and freak outs, well no more! i am not only ahead but i am majorly ahead! and im just so into the story now that i find reality off! ive been writing in between classes once im done work, any possible moment and i am already at outline of chapter 27!! yes 27. so not only am i ahead but i will probably be able to start actually writing very soon in which case i might be able to finish even sooner than planned. I am almost at the climax of the book, good news there. now back to my very sad and lame reality.
GothGirlxox

Ps if i ever become a total bitch because i get famous or something do slap me! i mean i doubt i will but people always say fame wont change me and in a few months..... So i dont want to be a wanna-be brand whore. or sheep :P be original and toodles.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

YES-NESS

For all of my followers i bring great news!! not only have i caught up 100% I've writen till outline chapter 17 which is TUESDAYS work!! hahahaha maybe ill be able to start week writing sooner than expected :P erin would love that.* So anyways even more great news for nanowrimo me: i have also finished all my homework, and went to leahs birthday dinner ( which was awesoemly hilarious even if i did hang out with her brother more than i did her :P) while bringing the most awesomesauce card ever! it was a plain-ish cover and then it opened up and there was like BOOM colour, and poems that i wrote for her. and then you flip it open and there is a portrait of her that i drew that took like 5 hours this morning :P its based off an old picture but its still like exactly like her. So all in all i won the card contest BY FAR! woot.
GothGirl xox


*erin's like my publisher reviewer person :P