Sunday, December 27, 2009

week 7 update.

Finished until chapter 10... fell behind 2 chapters. will be catching up. go to JMKempster.blogspot.com for more details.**

GothGirlxox

** i will probably just stop posting about my book on this site soon. so save the link. this blog will mostly be about my personal life
PS with that note i realized something tragic. Justin and I probably won't last. And as much as i love him and it pains me to say... it might be soon... I do love him, and i know he loves me, and im not going to say that its just me... no its totally his fault. I need someone that is sweet and caring and considerate... and anyone who knows justin can tell you immediatly that just isn't him. I need someone who acts like im a goddess (or relitivly). Im gonna try to give jusitn more of a chance because i know that he can be sweet and adoring... sometimes he can be the nicest guy in the world. the only problem is that lately i havent seen that guy. and i know that the moment im back in his arms im going to forget because thats the effect we have when we're together. The only question now is does justin care more about "The Man" and being an uber tough non caring guy, or me. At some point he's going to need to pick because i refuse to date a jerk. It'll kill me, but there are just some lines that i will not cross.
God I hope... i just want to know. i need a sign....

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