Goddess help

okay a few things to go over.
I'm no longer with anthony, it just didnt work.
i'm really great friends with jordan now, and today i did ask him out again, i mean we both care about each other a lot, and though he hasnt decided we both agreed that the friendship is more important, no matter what.
Yes i'd be sad if he said no, but i'd get through it, I'd have to because i love being friends with him. He's sweet and caring, and to be honest i need someone to talk to and hug when things are tough.I want to be there for him, plus I need someone to hang out with on weekends, so go to the park after school and just hang out. ( i love emmie and athina and all, but living where they are they just arent desponible!{for lack of a better word}) And frankly, i need a best friend.
So this'll work. Because i care, and i trust him, and i like him a lot, and no matter what i want to be with him in someway. Goddess help me i hope he feels the same.

Jen

Ps: on the topic of Goddess bless..... i lost my Athena necklace during gym, the cord broke during outdoor gym, and i can;t find it.... Jeese i hope i do, that necklace means so much to me. I'd love anyone who found it. i honestly would.