I'm leaving, final straw!

Sybil here,
I know its only been two days, but for a girl like me a lot can happen in that time! Lately my blog has been pretty slow because nothing has really happened but now.... well you'll see what i mean.
So as you know I'm in the band. Well thursday after school I have practice 'till five. Practice is usually really quick and then everything goes smoothly but that day was way diffrent, That day probably changed my life for ever. See after band my mom has to pick me up -- 1. because we live insanely far away and 2. because my dad lost his liscense for drinking under the influence. This time she forgot. She went all the way home -- wich takes about an hour -- and doesn't even notice I'm gone. I mean i know i don't really talk that much and I'm usually up in my room at that point so watever... and we didn't always get along so great anyway. So when i called to ask why I was still at school freezing my ass off outside she freaked and came to pick me up.
So everything seems fine right? I mean ok what's the big deal? How could that change your ife forever, you got forgot from band one! For crying out loud!!....... but you see that wasn't really the problem. She came and got me and was explaining why it took so long -- the traffic-- and as we past it she pointed to it and my reply was " oh wow." in a very sensire way. i really was thankfull, but of course it being my mom and I she automaticly started an argument. So we fought and i went through the whole routine of being chewed out. Now the thing you should know about me and my mom; She should be in anger management, and she overacts wayyyy too much. And well i don't, i always stay calm and level headed because when your angry nothing seems to change anything so i gave up on it. So i always do the same routine when getting yelled at, wait for her to completly yell at me, scream, get most of it out and then i answer as calmly as i can. That day i tried but it didn't really work out. and then she started acusing me of things i never did. And so i snapped i started yelling and crying and well just plain freaking out. By the end of it we were both so mad she even dropped me off Sue's and told me she never wanted me to come home.
Now she has threatened to make me move out so many times before that npw it was all just part of the argument. But that was the last straw, she wouldn't even let me go home to pack up my stuff to leave, she just dropped me off and told me never to come back. So I talked her into giving me one more chance -- again. and she did. But now I don't care anymore nothing is holding me back. There used to always be something holdin me back from leaving but not anymore that was it. I'm slowly going to start to move out and next timme she threatened I was gone... that is if its okay with Sue And Jim. Because i love my dad and all my i would never be able to stay there full time.
So that's it, I'm leaving for good this time... I've got to go for dinner but ill finish the rest later.

Untill later,
Goth Girl xox