family crap and religous bullshit

hey every one, did i ever mention to you the fact that i hate my family, to the point where its hard for me to even stand them? these pst few days have beeen a perfect example of that. 'Kay well i was sick, so i stayed home and then every time i was lying down to take a nap the phone would ring. usually it was my mom with the sudden urge to yell at me for no reason, WHILE IM SICK! ugh. so i unplugged the phone, then andrea comes home in the middle of the first long nap i had all day yelling at the top of her lungs with olivia, did i mention i hate that chick. im sorry but shes 9 years old 600 pounds, acts like a guy, is viscious, and mean, and has this weird obsession with violence and skipping school. and she's pulled my sister into all of it, GOD! so now im not only pissed for being woken up but then having her there didnt help. i admit i spazzed, but wouldnt you have?? then the next day i went to school, and then got home and andrea is sitting on the couch with this guy! i was like WTF??? your nine!! what the hell are you doing sitting with a guy alone in the living room.

And then now today! OMG I CANT STAND HER! its not even 2 and shes so pissing me off its not even funny!!! i mean i wake up and i watch this movie called kiss the bride, and its about gay guys and stuff, so then my mom starts freaking andmy grama's in town and shes like a nun, so she starts spazzing about it being sin, and that it was wrong and reciting all this biblical shit i couldnt careless about, and my mom is like spazzing cause it was "nasty" cause they were two gay guys dating, and i was like whats wrong with being gay? i mean all it means is that you like your same effing sex ! like im not into that, but i have gay friends, and i find it cute, and they're there screaming at me LIKE I CAN DECIDE WHO THEY LIKE!!! seriously my grama even doused me with holly water, which totally pissed me off, i mean SERIOUSLY??? not only that though, i mean im not even christian or catholic or whatever! im wiccan i beleive than anyones could be right, but that you should just beleive in the goodness of others, and do your best in this world and try to overcome all the hard times because its all like a giant test and each little task was supposed to happen, and that you were suposed to get through it because then you're stronger. like that poem with the holes** so why the hell are you in my room shoving religous crap down my throat? dad totally agrees with me on this one. ya, so basically, pissed, but not only that, i cant go see justin this weekend, or see leah! im getting really tired of these family weekends. i mean its been three in a row!
Not only that but to days my sisters bday party so the house will be infested with young screamng anoying kids. i really dont see how anyone would want them. also because my grama was in town i get kicked out of my room to sleep in my sisters nasty hole of a room. and because its so dust covered i had to breathe through my mouth, so in result when i woke up my throat was dry, so my mom like spazzed and was like no you have to use throat spray, so she shoves my mouth open and sprays this crap down my throat that made it hurt EVEN MORE! i mean gross! and then she expected me to be all smiles so when i went to rinse my throat out with water she smacked me! LIKE WTF!!! ugh!!and at the moment its only 1:20 i woke up at 12. I HAVENT EVEN BEEN UP FOR TWO HOURS!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrr
gothgirl xox