well i asked Justin out and he said hed think about it.... seriously though i really think its going to work. i can just feel it. This isnt like what i had with other guys i really feel happy with him ;)
Though i know that though this mask there is still shadow lurking. I dreamed last night that a dark angel name Mitchka or something was comeming for me, watching me like a guardian. Now im a bit calmer for some reason, i feel like even if all these emotions are going on inside me i feel somehow serene. I've been meditating more, trying to open my chakras and i think its helping a bitl. Also i feel like i have a place now. Even my friends now call me queen. Because really in our group thats what i am, i watch them , i protect them i lead them and ever since i came along everythinf has been falling in the proper place ( or so Athina says) Because i have the atitude and i dont let people step on me and they know that so everything works out great. Now i have my spot and even though next year i really will ditch everyonw and just re start my friendships in school. Maybe having only one or two friends at school because im really going to have to consentrate hard on my classes and on my book, if i want to make a name for myself and get a scholarship like i need.
From the wonders of my mind,
GothGirl xox
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YOU WANT TO DITCH ME!!!AS A FRIEND!!!and it's nice to know when a dark figure is watching over you feel safe....:P and i still don't know this guy!!!!!!!!!!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!~!!!!!!!!!!
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hey!!! not what i said i said that I was not going to have any friends at the new school and i just dont want nay friends at school so that way I can atleast stay focused so i can get a scholarship, god if you want me to go to queens with you ill need it.
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