my brains and mushed together :S

Okay well now I'm confused.
So many things have changed today and now im so lost. I don't really get what my mind is thinking. well i guess i might as well write it in. seeing how i don't really have much else to do.
Okay well, you know hoe im head over heals for justin wall right? and how i asked him out on valentines day? well now im having second thoughts. I mean i don't even really know him let alone know if we'd really get along. And to complicate things more the Kiranen ** im not sure if thats how you spell it but for now it'll do. So the deal is today at recess I was hanging out with my friends and kiranen passed by, I told him to come here because well he was part of the group. So the thing is we started haging out just us two, because i kept falling and he kept helping me up, at the same time making it harder to keep my balance, and well i hugged him like 3 times. So the main thing is I started to like him a bit too. It was diffrent then how i like Justin no quick deep love but it felt diffrent but still good.
Then after Emma got mad at me because she blamed me because I ditched her, and I totally didn't mean to and really deserve what i got but it was an accident. I felt really bad about it and eventualy it calmed down. Then she was all like "how could you ditch me for Kiranen I mean come on" and i wanted to just say cause i like him but i dont know i just couldnt. :S
So know my brains all mush and I don't know what to do. I think I'm just going to wait and see what Justin says, if no then Ill start hanging with Kiranen but if yes, we'll see how it goes and if it doesnt work out well hell still always be there.... I'm not sure though.
From the wonders on my mind,
GothGirl xox