first day back, and writting

okay so today was the first day back at school and i thought oh god im going to be swamped and un prepared but surprisingly i fell back into the paturn really quick. it was sooo good to see familiar faces agian. i missed everyone! i don't know how ill be able to stand next year! i guess ill just hang out with isaac. lol i found out he's going to the new school. and we dont have to go outside for reccess so i might just stay in the library and read the whole time. hey then i wont need friends because i can stay in the wonderful world of books. and always get more work done for school. always a plus.... but still im going to miss all the weird omments and the faces. and knowing that whenever something happens i can turn to one of my friends for laughs..... :( grr! well i guess we'll just have to hang out more! anyways. the day was pretty slow. we didn't do much and in french we're reading this story and its soo cool. like really inspirational. okay well the head of education is like having a rough time and he gets this letter from this kid talking how he got in trouble for day dreaming and stuff but the his point wasnt to get the tacher in trouble or to get out of it, it was that he thought there ought to be a day dreaming class so that people can just think. and he brought up some really good points, like how are discoveries made and stuff. by people kids having dreams. like an astronaught was probably a kid who dreamnt about the stars ! any way it was really cool. i thought i was gonna go to work today but i really dont feel like it. after dinner i am going out to sell chocolates though.
today we started the gymnastics section in gym. its so funny because they were like a quarter turn still counts. NO its does not! i mean seriously half the things were yoga not gymnastics trust me id know. ugh it was so funny. they should call it pathetic section. or yoga but please that wasnt gymnastics. and we officially made the plan that kiranen has till first reccess tomorrow to answer or i plow his face into the cement and then emma drops him off the roof of the school lol. we talked about this in full. and i even told him thats when he has till and that i really dont care if he says no i just want and answer.
right now i have so much on my mind and i dont really know how to sort through it all. i want to write it all down but its kind of hard because i have no clue how the hell i plan on sorting through it all. once i know ill tell you promis. ive worked a bit more on my book and its a lot of work. i mean i thought it would be wasy you now.... like sit down one weekend and just write it. but seriously thats a lot of work when your 13! i mean you try to but every 5 minutes you get interupted. or youre too busy to find the time! sometimes i wish i didnt have school, or that i could just tell my mom i dont exist for the week. or be able to go somewhere withought interuption. most authors, if you ask them like when they write theyll tell you that they keep weird times because they never really know when inspiration will hit. well thats the same with me but i dont really have tohe choice, i still have to follow the rules. like sometimes i want to write at like 3 am. or the middle of class, and i can't. that or it takes a while to get started because you have so much else going on around you that its hard to pick up the thought you left off from. the feeling the image you had. its hard. but over the smmer that's what ill do. my mom works still and most of the summer im alone at home or with my sis but we really only talk when we eat. i usually just sit on the room and tan or hang. ill do that but ill write and then ill be able to keep weird times, and write when i feel and eat when i feel like it and stuff. then i think ill get a lot more done than im getting now. i mean im not even at the part where she goes to styks high. right now she still goes to st mary's though she's skipping. and her dads taking her for a ski trip. LIKE RIGTH NOW!!! im writting this and my mom just interupted me to say i have to come set the table for dinner. i better go before she gets mad.
from a writters perspective
gothgirl xox
ps read generation dead seriously if you like my writting youll love it. the main character is a lot like me. though i dont like screamo.