my awesome saturday!!! and my feeling are changing

sybil here,I just came back from the movies with my gifties. Leah charita and chin chin all ditched me so i was the only girl there :( oh well it was still insanely fun. we went to see i love you man and laughed our heads off, then we walked all the way around riocan but this time i wasnt complaining cause i didnt have a 20 pound bag. lol though i still had to lug around my sweater. WE went to bulk barn and got a lot of candy, and i learned that with 7 gifties put together we still cant read the weight mesure at bulk barn. then after just hanging around outside for a bit we went to walmart. we went all over the place, minus clothes and shoes.... we even went into makeup because justin was like OH LETS GET ALL PRETTY. but we didnt buy anything. then we went searching for swords and guns, yeah seriously. They were like " are you going to tearn leah on us" meaning that i was going to say they couldnt, i didnt but i still laughed. then we went to the gardenning section and sat on swings!!! there was this english guy named james there!!! and it was so funny because we were the weidest group of peoples ever! a short goth, a short asian, a fat asian, a techie, a romanian singer and a vain jew! lol. we had many more names but i cant remember. and this english guy. but it was so funny cause we had so many diffrent countries: ireland, england, japan, china, romania, uzbecistan or something , and america/ english. lol oh and new zeland!!! basically we had fun.But that isnt really why i decided to blog..... the whole time i was there, not once did i think of kiranen. No i wish he were here, no ugh i miss him, nothing. to tell you the truth now that i really think about it i dont really like him, i mean ever since he answered its just been awkward, and well lame. ugh. like i thought i liked him but now i actually don't and i want to break up with him, but i dont want to be mean i mean like.,....UGH. JEEZE. i think i just wanted the challenge, but now that i won..... :( do any of you ever feel this way?? please tell me if you do. so yeah.From the wonders of my mind