goals

I have so many goals for myslef, and i sat in my bed for two hours just thinking, trying to fall asleep. but never trully falling asleep. So i decided to stop wasting my time and turn on my computer and write some of these down...

So here are some of my goals:

• I want to finish writting my current book, styks high by the end of the summer, so i can say i published my first book at the age of 14.... plus its way fun. but i have so many other book ideas that i have to set myself a limit.
• After i write Styks high, not sure yet if theyll be a part two i might write that or not..., not sure yet
• But i definatly want to wait before i start working of the evolution/ elements because i still have so many details to work out of it and so on, so i feel like waiting a bit. One of those ideas was that the one i started now will not be the first in the series even though its the first one out, there will also be books in the past like the evolution; the discovery ( when they first discovered of these powers and how the two sides came to be) the evolution; prophecy ( the idea of the prophecy and the journey behind it) the evolution; ...?..... ( the story of Elizabeth) and then finally the evolution; powers returned ( which is the one im writting currently)
• Before i start the evolution series and after the styks high one I want to write a story in the form of a blog. No monsters, no demons, no magik, nothing. Just modern times and a girl. She is going to be betten, ignored, bullied and scared and the way she gets it out is with her blog, she will only have one friend ( a guy ) and she will also like guys only to be made fun of and stuff and then shell have a boss thats like really nice to her, and acts more like a mother than her own mother, ( the guy is the only one who knows about her blog because he already knew she was betten and stuff) and so she tells this lady because she really trusts her and the lady takes a stand and adopts her. Then she finally says that her dad was a drunk and her mom did drugs, oh they were devorced so she felt like no matter where she went she didnt belong, so once things finally calm down and shes starting to become happy ( at the end of the book) because she lives with this lady she will tell her friend ( the guy) that she felt like no one loved her but he'll deny it and say, "no, your wrong. Someone has always love you. You just had to open your eyes and realize it" shell not get it and ask who? and hell say me and then theyll kiss and that will be the end of the book.
• EVERYTHING ABOUT MY BOOKS IS COPY WRITED I OWN THE IDEAS SO FUCK OFF!!!! PLUS YOU WOULD GET IT RIGHT BECAUSE THEY ARE DREAMS I HAD, EXCEPT THE LAST ONE THAT IS BASICALLY BASED ON MY LIFE BUT WAY MORE DRAMATIC.... ALL IN ALL NO STEALING OR ILL SUE YOU~!!!! SWEAR TO GOD!!!!!

Now non book related goals

• Well i really want to succed in life to prove every one wrong that ever said that id amount to nothing. Also to stand out from my family, show my parents that i can be better.
• So to do that ill have to get a scholarship and that means insanely good grades at school.
• I want to have few friends actually at school because there i want to focus on my book and my studies.
• I want to really make people proud. and show them i can do it....

I have a felling i can make all of these goals happen i just have to concentrate and get working. SO PLEASE anyone who reads this beleive in me ! X cross your fingers X ! Ill probably be blogging less because i want to make my first goal happen, but ill definatly keep you updated.

GothGirl Xox

Ps WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE BIG SPACES!!! i cant change it back :( one enter skips two line look

UGH