open your eyes!

okay well i just finished generation dead bydaniel waters. and ive got to tell you im upset. not because the book wasnt good, actually it was the opposite. The book was so good that i cried 4 times!!!!! even in class. It took a basical real concept and turned it into fiction. like yes in the real world we don't have zombies and teenagers that come back to life. but i take it kind of like a metaphore.... i mean if you really think about it the basic plot is about w girl who never really fit in with the popular crowd and there are a bunch of misfits and such, but they're hated upon. THAT is real. And i'd like to say that im not as much upset about the ending ** read it if you dont get it ** but the fact that even though the zombies were considered the monsters, that in real life its the humans that are. they are murdering them and hating them and you know in the end....well lets just say it WASNT RIGHT!!! and it happens. We as humans have stronger emotions than other creatures, but that can be so horrible because we harbor hate. racism for instance. we say its solved but really, it's just been improved. Now with obama thats a HUGE marker in history as was martin luther king. but seriously, it doesnt matter how many sheets of paper and laws are changed, people still harbour hate. Now adays though i feel that it will desepate faster because we grow up with black friends and they us. so no matter how much our parents can hate them : not saying mine do ; we won't, and our kids wont and then theyll die and the peace will range on. But the fact is people hate. and they always pick the misfit to hate upon, because you can't hate those like you or you are hating yourslef. That gets me thinking. i dont fit in, i never fit in. i know some people think im weird but i never thought people could hate me before. and it makes me sad that people can hate other people. We dont deserve that. I do realize that people cant help it but still, its sad, to think that even in this day and age we can't over pass the reason for war, poverty, everything: Hate. It's the only reason. if people could just sit down and talk about their problems in stead of hating each other there wouldn't be any war. If everyone shared and never hated someone because they were from diffrent classes there wouldnt be poverty. If people could just stop thinking about themselves one friken minute and open their eyes theyd see that hate is un-needed. Jeeze, i know i make it sound so simple and its really not, but i mean if we let go of all this harboured hate and just replaced it, imagine what are world could be like. it would take years,decades, but in the end we could have a yeutopian society. ( i didnt spell that right) But i really feel that that might be impossible. hate is a human emotion and i doubt people will let it go. It makes me sick, i vow never to hate anyone again. Seriously poeple kill over hate. its uneseasary but people hate anyways.... im a freak. I know i am, always have been always will be. people dont have to like me, and i know that. everyone has their diffrences. but to trully hate me. it just makes that hole come back again.

its just one more reason i want to finish writing my book. that the back point of it all is (again copywrited) she gets put in with a bunch of demons and she realized they arent evil, they are just diffrent and that's why humans shun them. hopefully when my book gets published ill be able to send that message out there: dont hate someone just because they are diffrent or because everyone else does. give em' a chance, who knows maybe youll like them?

REally i recomend reading this book and seriously think about what i said while reading it, this is my fourth time through and i oonly realized it now. take your time dont speed read and think about what it is you are reading

STOP THE HATE!!!!

from the wonders of my mind,

GothGirl xox