catching up

I'm back! and it's about time!
okay well to tell you the truth not much has hapened. It's been a very slow, very long, very anoying week. Well basically all week I've been working on my science project or watching tv. There are a few things I must say though. Starting with Karen. Well even though I was a bit skeptical at first, thinking I won't like there has to be something wrong with her and you know what I was wrong. Shocking i know! Anyway, she's nice funny and got me inspired in knitting again! Also the day I stayed home to get to know her I was once again inspired to continue writing my book. it's taking a while... I mean I'm a teenage girl, I have friends and I don't always want to be doing work. I mean after school and homework and well the rest of the crap that goes on in every day life I just want to sit down and read or watch TV. but of course that doesn't leave much free time. I usually always have stuff planned all the time! Like you should see the list of stuff were doing in California. It's sick! I was planning on having just a relaxing slow break like usual. Do the christmas thing , which by the way I shouldn't be doing cause I'm not catholic, christian or whatever. Not trying to be offensive or any thing. No one can be 100% sure, it can't be proven. and to tell you the truth I don't really care who's right or wrong because it's just not who I am. So I'm a mix between budhist and Wicca. There are guide lines but It's basically be yourself and the fates will do their job. Everything happens for a reason your just along for the ride. So back on course her. Christmas / Yule was supposed to be the usual celebration diner, very loud and including many diffrent family people. Then the lamest new year on the history of the planet do absolutly nothing but saying yupee! and going back to our abseen lives. I planned on spending time to write and meditate and just be quiet and a peace. Well that was thrown out the window! Not only am I completly stressed from this science project but I'm going to California thursday and comming back the day before school starts again!! every day until he trip is going to be high strung!
Tomorow: Christmas celebration at my mom's, the big anual HUGE dinner with lots of loud cousins. Fun! and it isn't the best place for any of my plans or working on homework.
Sunday: coming back from my moms to my dads and then going to dinner with one of his friends.
Monday:Athina is coming over to work on science.
Tuesday: christmas at my dads! tedious!
Wednesday: go back to moms finish packing up and sleep there.
Thursday we leave

Isn't that exciting?? ugh! so much for relaxing! I might as well throw out my knitting! omg that sounded so grama'y. gross. anyway that was basically all I had to say. One of my insanely long rants that I know you enjoy!

Oh one more thing I went to celebrate X-mas with Leah earlyer in the week. They got me a speaker for my zen and a twilight T-shirt!! I'm going to do all my shopping in LA!! Hope everyone likes their souvenirs/ presents ;)

until my next long rant about nothing,
Goth Girl xox
Ps the dance was today but I don't feel like writing about it right now so. I'll write it in my next free time... whenever that is any way ttfn