Dance! Snow Fall Ball!

Okay 1. the dance was the farthest thing from a ball I've ever seen and to tell you the truth I'm ashamed to say it was named just that. :O gasp! you know lately I've been using many smiley faces :S maybe its to get my point across!
any way. Friday morning went slow, the first interesting thing that happened was that Kelsey threw up in front of the class and I helped her to the office. sick myself with a cold I endured the talent show, Braden made sure my life was living hell. I almost broke his finger but I thought better of it last second. I didn't feel like getting suspended from the dance.
Then detention was no better cause sadly it's nothing like in movies and shows were they are all bad kids who throw airplanes and chew gum and talk and they have a teacher who doesn't really care and they do what they want. No we miss dance time sitting in a compltly quiet class untill we pay our time. Might I add If there is any talking the time is re started!
Then finally at the dance! it started off slow and by the end I was rocking out contemporary style! Lol it involved lots of piroets ( i can't spell I know) and jumping! hehe! The only guy I danced with is Carter, geovanna's x-boyfriend and my neighbor. well that's not including my other dance partners: Athina and Emma. Katie got hurt a lot so she stopped dancing and Kelsey was sick at home so it was mostly us three but others came and went as they all do :( So I had a blast even though almost every one else must of thought I was crazy.
Walking home was Cold!! I stopped by Ashley's house to drop off the clock she won from the contest at school. when I got home I called andrew and well even though I still like him.... A LOT! okay there I admit it okay! you happy?? ugh! I like him from the start of grade 7 and I still like him I could only admit it latly and thats why I wanted Emma to move on from Josh so badly I don't want her to turn out like me!!ugh! Ive freakinf liked him for a year and a half!! why I have no clue!! but I calle dhim and was like you know what you will answer my question when I call on new years! understand And might i make myself clear that this will change nothing between our friendship so just make ur fucking choice!! I understand you still like Erin but god get over yourself she is not going to go out with you a second time!! its over! move on and get on with your life~! If not with me than with Emma!" so I'm not sure how much of a lunatic he thinks I am but Everything happens for a reason and I just wonder what the answer will be and then what the reason?!?
Lost in the abiss called my mind,
Goth Girl xox