is everything what it seems?

Sybil here,
You know how I have a really weird mind, and I come up with all these weird theories and stuff. We'll I'm getting into zen, you know keeping your cool beleiving in nature and personnal energies. I really enjoy it, and you know what it really helps my anger, Im starting to really get control onit. I have a theory about that- my anger I mean. I take my pain, sadness and turn it into anger, but ever since I got into Zen I almost never get angry anymore. and Zen has gtaught me that no matter what everything seems, there always is another story hidden behind it, things are always complecated because well - attoms are always moving, so you are always moving, and you attoms can wander and touch, mix with others, so you are always everywhere, yet no where at all, you just seem to be there. does that confuse you? if it does you are way too small minded and should open up, see things a bit diffrently once in a while. any way I now forget what I was planning on saying in the first place so whatever. so i recomend the show called life its about a cop who was sent to jail ( life sentance) for killing this family. in jail he studied Zen and then the found evidence that showed that he wasnt guilty ( 12 years later) so life was his sentance and life is what he got back + 50 million $. its really good, its like his journey afetr he got life back, hes zen and completly has a new view on the rest of the world. Really good show. so watch it sometime.
untilnext time,
Goth Girl xox