Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Epic-ness

4 months, one third of a year.... wow that seems like so long and at the same time so short.

now most of you are probly thinking WTF? so ill explain. thats how long ive been with justin as of today. I know it doesnt seem that long but tis true. today at riocan we hung out just us two and it was great until it started raining and wouldnt stop! seriously at first we hid in starbucks then behind.... this furniture store where i saw Katie lol she didnt notice us tho. then we hid in this pavement hideout thing for homeless peoples next to the dentistry place. we stayed there a while. there were these 2 guys from EB games racng a motorized car it was kool. oh by the way this is all after transforers 2 :P which is actually kind of ironic because (for tjose of you that knew me in gr 6) my first EVER date was to transformers 1. So now that we've realized that our date was ironic. that i obvious love justin, and that we've been together for4 months. i can tell you bouut what else hapened this week.
So i last blogged about when justin got bak. im not sure if i blogged about kelseys.. the restaurant... so ill just skip that day. besides that i went to moms and we found a bunch of my and her baby pictures. omg my sister is a spittinbg image of my mom at her age its like INSANE!!! like wow.... then yesturday i brought my sister to timmies. and then to the park with leah richard and Cori and it was hilarious to see her expression and i beat leah at basketball one on one. after that we went home and i basically did nothing. though im re watcjhing the underworld series at the moment, cant wait for the fourth one to come out itll be so friken epic!!

love ya
GothGirl xox

Sunday, July 26, 2009

The week has past!!!

the week sans justin is now over!! but i've got to tell you it wasn't all bad. it seemed like a REALLY short week! from monday to wednesday I had sleepovers with Leah, a harry potter marathon ( :) ) which includes the new one, and watched i love you beth cooper. Then well i spent pretty much of the rest of the week making lans with soul that never happened... until this morning. lol they will happen eventually. and yesturday i bought the hair dye. oh by the way those plans with soul involve dying the underneath of my hair blue!
But evven in those days where it was raining and not so nice and i didn't really go anywhere it was still busy! i played harry potter 1 the PC game... im at the part where the stairs fall away but you still have to climg them to make the griffin/gargoyle statues glow.cept i messed up.... so now i have to climb down the stairs unlock the cage, climb back up get it and continue, ive got to say it has proven difficult.
Also i read a lot. I read dark angel ( which wasnt supernatural at all ) , beautiful dead ( it so is ) and the forest of claws and teeth ( take a guess ). Aflter this, other news is my sister bought a wii. so, while she or my father wasnt playing, i'd go on and play. We have mario ( im iffy at that) the sports one ( im good at tennis and boxing) and g force( i neer played). Thrilling as this all is now ive got to tell you about the plans with soul, and my other plans that are happening soon after i finish writing this.
Well the plan is around 10 soul is going to call me, im going to go to her house, where we will dye my hair, then straighten it. It'll be amazing! then we're going to the park to hang out with hung. At around 3:15 hung and I will head off to riocan to meet jeremy and justin, and whomever else actually shows up.
LOVE YA,
GothGirl xox

PS: justin doesnt think its going to be awesome to dye my hair. we'll see...... *evil smirk* course im right!

Sunday, July 19, 2009

cancellation :(

well this week, while justin is away, i was supposed to go shopping with soul and linda. I was supposed to get much more goth stuff ( cause lately ive been serioulsy lacking) and like dye my hair and get leather boots and convers. and now thats all gone, because my aunt flew out to british colombia for my cousin's birth. lol kind of important. So im stuck.... all my plans for the week are cancelled.
Instad im going to suck it up and be normal for a while longer. ew. normal *shudder* lol, but yea. Im also having a harry potter movie marathon with leah :D gonna be fun.
Ive just beeen sitting at my computer thinking about what i can do for the past like 10 minutes and i think ( if i can get ahold of soul) that im still going to dye my hair because well i really need change, its just that time, and since i cant get new clothes or shoes :(, ill have to settle with hair. Now i just have to pick blue or purple... i think im going with blue. So we'll see.
love you all,
GothGirl xox

PS: justin if you read this before the msn thing than i wanted to say, its okay, i got your message and i really appreciate it, it was sweet and adorable, and i have no clue what leah told you, but yes i was upset and when i woke up and realized my aunt was gone anyways i was really upset but then i read tthe message and smiled because it was just what i needed to hear. Love you.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

GREEN DAY!!!

hey everybody! Greenday concert was last night! totally awesome. So here's my green day day :P

Kay well pretty average morning though it was cloudy and cold so i didnt really want to wake up. But sure enough i did eventually. I didnt really feel like eating so i didn;t. I went on my laptop watched pocahontas 2 and talked with justin. then i watched hercules. ( im having a weird disney marothon thing going on ) Then I took a shower and tried memorizing as many songs as possible from their new album, because even if ive had it for a week i never really got the chance to memorize them. I got a few memorized ( actually it just so happened that all the songs i memorized were songs that they played) Because i already knew their other songs i didnt have to worry about that. Then i got dressed and ready and stuff when i was done i looked like a total grunge rockstar ( as erin would put it) my hair was loose and messy ish, and curly and wild, and i was wearing black skinny jeans and a spiked belt. I had dark eyeliner but besides that no makeup. I was wearing a big i <3 GD tshirt over top of a smaller black lace top. and finally la peice de ressistance! I had my emo sleves that had chains on them and skulls except i rolled them down so that they were only gloves instead of my complete arm. It was totally sick. Anyways then mom got home we ate dinner and went to pick up tracy and david.
WE were following one of my moms friends to the concert except at one point we lost them... and then we founf their car so we followed it, and followed it, until we got to stitsville..,yeah... but then we kept following him until he pulled into his drive way and got out of the car. He had this massive 80's hairstyle.... ( my moms friend's bald....) so yea woops not him. so we got on the queensway and surprisingly the next exit was the scotia bank place ( so atleast we weren't that far off.) We then sat outside, and i saw justin and jeremy. which my mom is still bugging me about.... ( she's like he could have atleast came up and said hi! Im like he waved!! ugh) ( did you notice ive been using a lot of brackets today as well??) So we finally went in and to our seats. This band i know from new york was the opening act and... sorry i just can't remember their name.... anyways i sang along with emma. OH emma is lou's daughter i was sitting next to her and david... actually the order was exactly. david, me, emma, lou, tracy, mom. lou is tracy's bf lol. Me and em got along great we danced and sang and laughed and made jokes. like at one point the opening band was like this is another song aboout a bar in brooklyn ( there had been one earlyer) and he said wow this is becoming a theme, so emma laughs and said "must be some bar :P" it was funny. than an intermissiony typed thing.... then GREEN DAY WOOT!!! They played new songs and old songs and REALLY old songs and i knew them all so i was deffinatly happy that i had good taste in memorization. the only song i didnt know the words to all night was 21 guns. and even that i knew the chorus. it was totally kool. the backdrop was used to like the best extent, and the pyrotechniques were amazazing!! and the energy was awesome, i mean you felt like high the entire time, and then billie joe brought peoples on stage to sing and entire song, and on jesus of seburbia he got some guy out of the crowd to play it and he was really awesome! and the confeity and tollette paper... it was just.. wow. for my first concert i'd say thats a good one :D
Rock on,
GothGirl xox

Thursday, July 16, 2009

styks high


The styks high symbol / title. that is a picture i took of my binder, it is also on 3 other books that involve styks high. for example character charts and whatnot.
Copyright JMKempster
Love you ,
GothGirl xox

book wednesdays!!! ( on thursday morning [wrote it yesturday] )

okay well the drama with my dad is more or less over. but im still not too sure its going to work out. and at the same time i dont want to move permanently to my moms cause she's already yelled at me twice this week. like thats better. so i talked to my dad monday ( not very well i might add) tuesday i went to justins and we watched me myself and irene which was so funny! and i have to admit i'm gonna miss him while he's gone. But while he's gone im going to go shopping with Linda and soul. and write more. and ALSO! im going to go to shoppers with soul and get hair dye and IM GOING PURPLE!! :P but seriously. so when he gets back im going to have diffrent clothes diffrent, hair, diffrent look ! :D wonder what he's gonna say...
Now because it is WEDNESDAY and i seem to have the time, its time that you get an update on STYKS HIGH!!! lol. okay well yesturday alone i wrote like 5 pages and introduced a new character and wrote down like 3 mojor big ideas. I am now on chapter four, and In the past week i invented the logo! Also i did so re writing at some points where i forgot to mention something. So my new ideas are 1. Claire locks sybil in a dark room called the room of tears. and as the whole school is looking for her Sybil becomes the most popular girl there. and james is of course the one to find her and thats when he realizes he loves her, and so he kisses her in front of everyone. i know queue the AWW. :P Most peoples go crazy in that room if they aren't an oracle or a necromancer ( most necromancers are crazy anyways and they're used to hearing voices all the time) So she writes an article about her time there.
2. Paul ( shadow demon) see's the article so he discusses it with Sybil, because he wants her to know that it isnt evil, or scary even, it can be beautiful and amazing if you look at it the rightway. So he shifts into shadow ( to prove a point) but Sybil was listening for him so she got pulled into the shadow aswell, and soon she learns she can do it on her own, so she and Paul hang out a lot and become friends and watch from the shadows where no one an see them so they can hear what peoples really want to say, when peoples arent around.
3. ( not sure if im going to use this one) James thinks that Sybil is cheating on him with Paul because she's been spending so much time with him and they'd disapear for hours only to come back all smiling. So sybil laughs and explains to him darkness, and then shows him. So he puts all his suspitions together, and with a grim realization figures out that Sybil is a half demon. because no human should be able to do that + the tropical fruit + insane hearing its just too much to be a coincidence, so he tells her. and she flips.

SO THERES MY THREE IDEAS!! again this is ALL copyright to me!!
characters
sybil Bryingwood-main caracter
Liz-best friend (listener)
Cloe Sabath- (shapeshifter)
Claire- bitch of styks high (oracle/immortal)
Mr thompson- principal of styks high
Darcy- assistant
Becky - friend ( vampire)
Sandra - friend (faerie)
Micheal - friend ( fallen angel)
Soul- friend (necromancer)
Tommy - friend (human)
Parus - bitch of st mary's (human)
Gerry - appartement manager (human)
Paul - friend (shadow demon)
Oizya ( misery ) - claire's bitch ( greek goddess -daughter of Nyx)
Lyssa ( madness ) - " ~~ "
James- boyfriend ( half fire demon)

Copyright JMKempster

Love you!
GothGirl xox

Sunday, July 12, 2009

:(

I've got to admit... ive been through a lot of crap with my dad but last night i actually moved out.. im not too sure if it was permenently yet or not though..... guess i should tell you the story.

Kay well we had dinner and dad was already having a pissy day so i should have taken the hint but i was being too dumb... so anyways after dinner i put half of the table stuff away and lef \t the other half for my sister and she left the table without picking anything up so when my dad came upstairs he spazzed. ON ME! he took away my computer, my books, the TV, writing was prohibited and i was supposed to sit there and do NOTHING for a week... i dont think so. so i just said i was going to moms for the rest of the week. so he spazzed even more.. now by this point i was scared. So i did call my mom and she came and me, my sister and Kira left. We went to my moms.
Me and my mom talked and we agreed that i would try to make it up to my dad.... but im not so sure its going to work out even if i do. and i found out im the only one keeping my dad from comitting suicide and i dont want him DEAD! so i really dont know what to do.
and i REALLY miss my friends. Kelsey, Schwa, emma..... :( the way each of them would know exactly what to say to make me feel better when something like this happenes. I would just go to school and tell them all about it and everything would be okay. worst thing is that all their phone numbers are on my laptop so i cant even call them. I read my yearbook 5 times yestuday. especially schwa's. it made me feel better but it just accented the fact that i missed them. so ireally want to see them but i dont know when ill be able to. Life sucks. atleast ill get a hug from, justin soon ... i hope.
GothGirl

Friday, July 10, 2009

honesty :P what a joke! PG!!!!

hello. I have no clue if i told you about the whale and swimming.... i think i did.. ill go back late but for now ill start with hanging out! lol... i actually have no clue what Ive updated on already and what i need to say, so here it goes.

Okay well a few days ago we went to see public enemies. and by we i mean, justin jeremy leah and wilsen. I just met wilsen and ive got to say i really dont like him. lol its just a vibe but... nope i dont like him. so anyways. It was fun. i biked there and when i arrived jermy justin hung and wilsen were already there. I KNOW JUSTIN EARLY GASP lol. the movie was good, and then we went to pizza pizza and DQ, me and lee got a banana split and it was awesome! then we went to leblaws and walked around then went to the hill behing leblaws and there was this stalker bee, and it was epic. After that leah had a break down but then there was hugs and all was good. Lee then had to leave and the rest of us went to indigo. I got a new book c alled raven and its awesome. and Yes im already done shut up! So we hung out a while longer at starbucks but then justin jermy and wilsen left. and JEREMY OWES ME 3$ and me and hung headed back to the theater so i could get my bike and i was off.

Now today... my god the greif we got about today.... okay well lets start at the beggining. Leah wanted to go swimming with a bunch of peoples but cause there were 7 peoples supposed to go we had to plan it at walter baker. after like hours of convincing peoples to come i got permission from my dad. Then i met lee at the bus and we went to the pool, once we got there ( after stopping at the "gas station") we waited for the others to get there. Justin showed up next. He got in trouble from his mom for coming... but he got kicked out of the house and driven to the pool as punishment... stupid rich boys. Then leah convinced Dylan to come and he lives near by so he was next. let me just tel you now. WE GOT DITCHED! i was so mad... but hey it was still fun. Once in the pool we met TJ and Rhian who i had not previously met but were both really funny. so we kept switching from the pool to the hot tub to sauna and around again. it was really fun OMG it was soooo funny. okay well we were swimming in the pool well actually we were sitting around the edge of the pool talking and seriously that ALL we were doing and the life guard comes up and tells leah that its not a hotel and to keep it PG... now in my head i was thinking.... have you ever SEEN a PG movie?? so i kind of scoffed and so he points to me and says you too...... NOW i full on laugh.... seriously even if we were kissing THERES KISSING IS G movies!!!! have you ever seen ANY movies? even ICEAGE has kissing and we wereTALKING! lol. after we ate some fries and stuff from the caf and hung out. then time to go.

Here's where it gets interesting Im having a sleepover at lee's moms and we were on the computer. and I sign on................ the thing was we were on leah's account..... So leah starts talking to the"socalled me" now after leah asking who it was and the the "me" answering why do you want to know... and reply: cause you arent Sybil, sybil is sitting right next to me. lol. so after a while we found out it was my dad... so not only was my dad on my computer and account but he was pretending to be me and then spazzing at me for "lying" he thought that we had been lying and that really it was always planned that it was just going to be us and our boyfriends... but dylan was never supposed to come and others ditched. Then he was like well you're still lying because originally i had exagerated and said 20 peoples.. thing is i dont think i even have 20 friends.... so he spazzes and finally i get him to beleive we werent lying thing is we huung out with Rhian and TJ... After all this i realize how rediculous it is! hes yelling about me for honesty and stuff.... meanwhile shouldnt it be both ways? i mean how can i be honest when i cant trust him.. he broke onto my computer and pretended to be me and i guarentee you he called some of my friends to ask if what i said was true. he's such a control freak. THEN when he promised he'd sign off my computer we check and he's STILL on. so he lied about that too.

on the adventures of summer,

GothGirl xox

Sunday, July 5, 2009

oh and the poem that i had mention previously is now posted on poems by me!

Happy summer!

HEY! how's every one been? I'm sure you've all just missed me to death! sorry i haven't really posted anything since end of the year Dance, but hey i've been so busy. Justin's end of the yer party was cancelled due to rain. I wrote a lot. I've been carachterizing and also discovered an amazing new show called True blood.... welll new to me, really they are on season 2. ERIC IS MINE!! he's so yummy :P lol. Emma i know you agree. lol. Its really warm right now, just got back from swimming at Justin's actually. I'm wearing a bikini top and jeans, i know great combo! but it's really compfy. So other things that have happened so far this summer.... well i had a triple sleepover with Leah, then apart for a day then her sleepover at my house. There was frog sex five feet from the tent we had in afrIca ( leah's backyard) ummmm OH!! i also celebrated 3 months with Justin, we went to riocan of course :P and he met my dad, ( and today he met Jim) and we hung out at the hill behind Lablaws. We looked at the clouds and sat together and just talked, and well of course we kissed, it was fun. Also when Leah was over aat my house justin and Jeremy ended up having to stay up till 2 o'clock in the morning :P lol video chat rocks. And then justin was grounnded from his laptop ( no more video chat for a week ) And well i did more writing. and watched this show, also i got4 new books. The third book od Deamonica, the third Volume in vampire diaries, Prism and the school to dangerous girls. Oh and i got my copy of Cut back..... All in all I say its been a great summer and only a week gone by :D
Oh! also good news, Leah and Justin have been getting along, or atleast enogh that i can hang out with both of them together now! so thats another plus. The first time we went to riocan and hung out... at first it was only me leah jeremy and justin, but then we met up with Ellise and jung yung, ( i think it spelt like that). WE had so much fun we went to dollarama and dressed leah and jermy up in weird clothes, and i got a blue boa, which we soon fouhnd out dyes your skin blue aswell. :P Then the second time was today, me and leah got a ride to stone bridge, well specifically justins house , and after calling him twice to get very slow and tedious step by step instructions finally arrived ( cause the map we have was so outdated taht riocan wasnt even there, and because justin has this need to repeat instructions). Then Jeremy was already there and Cori came soon after that. We went swimming and invented a new olympic sport called whale straddling, Jeremy won. So those were the two times they hung out together so far, though we are both going to the movies tuesday to that will be three.
On the mention of hung, i forgot that i also saw Hung this summer. Me and my mom and sister were at the canada day fair. While we were listening to really bad disco music we ran into Hung. The fair was actually a lot better than i had feared. It was kinda lame at some points and like i didnt really have any freinds to hang out with. There was dancing and lots of like cultural stuff, anbd choirs and singing and stuff. also highland dancing. Then later on Disco inferno the band came ( ew) and then last but not least fire works. Then the rush to get to our bus. It was pretty interesting of a day if i do say so myself. Also i now know where hung lives :P
Love ya, Happy summer,
GothGirl xox