So. 2011 has come and gone. I have no disillusionment that anyone actually reads this blog anymore. I write in this for myself. I don't remember the last time i posted and i'm not necessarily going to update everything that's happened. Life changes, things are altered. It happens. If this is for me i know my own life i don't need to tell myself about it.

As it is, derek dumped me. I went out with this sweet guy named Jake, it just didn't work out. Life continues. first semester of grade 11 is nearly over and i can't believe it. Summative time is hitting me hard and i'm really stressed out. Not because they're actually that hard but because i don't want to do any of them. I'm bored. and that's the truth. It's P4A so i've been thinking a lot. It's hard to picture all these people's different lives and different problems. And yet all i want to do is finish these damn projects. Some are sort of interesting but for the most part i rather go hang out with friends which is my dilemma as i wont let myself do so until i finish, but im procrastinating because i want to do soemthing else. I guess that's exactly why im posting. Because i feel as if i'm actually doing something productive without ACTUALLY doing anything productive for what im supposed to be doing. It's a compromise for myself i'm not sure i enjoy.

I should go deconstruct Generation RX right now...

anyways. bye