I swear i;m not really that lazy.

well i feel very inproductive right now
for starters i woke up at noon, and didnt really do anything until about 1. then i decided i would check my youtube subscriptions, and i found a new youtube show from take 180 called i heart vampires. it is actually really intriguing and i wish that they actually made the focus book in the story a real novel, it would probably be the new twilight.... actually now that i think about it, its a bit like twilight, the first chapters were leaked onto the internet of the fifth book and then the auhors vows to never get the rest published and everyone is like argh!. but mostly it's a lot diffrent. i suppose. anyways i recomend you watch it. currently they are on season 2 episode 7. so now is the time to catch up.
I just finsihed that, and its around 5 o'clock.
Also while i've been watching this, i've been listening to the news in chile, and hawaii and how there is tsunami warings all across the western coast. and eastern coast of asia. I cannot believe that its 8.8.... thats insane. Our world really is falling apart around us. Though it really isnt our fault that the plaques are moving around, its the fact that all these deseases, all these problems, they're all happening so fast, so much lately. It feels as if we just got over Katrina, then there was the earthquake in haiti, and now, perhaps all of these coasts.... i mean chili was hit so bad, and even with all these warnings for tsunami's there will be casualties, there always are. Esepecially soemthing this big.

One thing i'm shocked about however is the fact that we have 11 gold medals this year and 22 medals total, and it keeps getting more and more, they estimate a minimum of 25 medals by the end of today. Canada, this is our year. apparently we've already beaten our record. which is super awesome.

So ifeel particularly lazy.... Once i finish this post, i'm gonna call my grandmother, and see if everything's going okay between her and steve, then I'll finish my chapter questions on to kill a mockingbird. After that I'll probably have diner, it is almost ready, then... either work on my alice in wonderland poster OR continue writing, i think i want to get 3 to 4 chapters on the move today. so by tomorrow i can probably get like 5 or 6.... i'll still be behind by 3 or more chapters, but thats a comparitivly small number, and i do have to think realisticly or i will never reach my goals.... i have 78 days left and though i;m behind by a sugnificant amount i think i can still reach my goals if i set my mind towards it.
I can be a remarkably stubborn person when i try. :D
From the wonders of my mind,
GothGirl xox

PS yesturday my mother, my sister, olivia, and i went to mcDonalds for diner, and my mom, and i started talking to this lady while andrea and olivia were playing in the jungle gym. I was wearing a baggy sweater over a stripped tank top, and every time my sleve would slip down mom would like dive over to put it back up.... what is it with adults and shoulders? We used to joke about that in elementary school, but it's still going on... its getting to a point where i am actually curious... its not even as if we are showing abything off, its skin... should we cover our faces aswell? Its a shoulder.. a section of bone covered in skin... why is it such a big deal, its not even as if i was wearing a strapless or a tube top... it was a tank top. i wear a lot less during the summer. If any of you know what the deal is please do explain.

my grama called the cops on my uncle! HIGH FIVE

sorry i haven't posted in a while, i've just been so busy with school I'm fighting with justin again... well actually its the same extended fight, i mean we can barely have a conversation anymore and i just don't think he cars anymore. So anyways, lots going on, we started reading to kill a mockingbird in class, interesting stuff, umm i have like 3 tests a week now, we just started a new art project ( its basically like a painted alice in wonderland poste *the one with johny depp* and cut up into pieces and each person gets a diffrent piece to paint, then we put them together and get the final project.) Also I'm starting to actually like gym. Its not like before with the guys, as long as you try everyone is treated equally, if you're having a hard time poeple help you out instead of mock you, i'm having a blast with my team mates no matter who they are, we are learning strategizing. You know i even contemplated taking gym again next year, or some other year... then again it's very difficult, and im only a month into the course... it'll probably get harder as it goes along.

Besides those notes there isn't much to say. I've been reading Belgarath by david eddings... very complicated... i sent in my transfer forms..... WAIT did i tell you all about my transfer?! I guess i didn't!

Well we recieved our course selection sheets and it turns out our school has shit for options... so seeing how the only thing keeping me here was the fact that they offer art in french ( which is no longer an option) I decided that i'd attempt to transfer this year. After much agrivation with my parents i convinced them and sent in my transfer sheet 2 days before the dealine. Usually i like to do things early, but this i didn't have much notice with.

Also my grandmother got my uncle arrested. Okay well she just sold the family cottage and steve ( my uncle) got all mad and her, so he started threatening her, and yelling at her, and basically all around freaking out. Finally today he took the kids ( his kids) and hauled them up to the cottage and said that he wouldn't leave until the police came for him, of course thinking my grama was too inocent to call the cops on him... thing about my grandmother that he didn't particularly realize.... she's been through shit in her life, lived through it, moved downtown ottawa, and raised him and my mother with some 20 adopted kids. A forty year old son having a temper tantrum was nothing. so she called the cops. High five grama!
:D

Until next time,
GothGirl xox

from math class

well its math class.... thrilling per usual. I'm currently extremely bored easy as it was to study for my exams, i now find myself stressed over the answers. which we are recieving in like... oh 5 minutes.
Also i completed my first beep test last period. im proud to say i got a 4.9 sadly that is only like a C... or so. Oh well i beat my goal which was a 3. :D i didnt realize how pathetic that was until once i actually DID the beep test. however even at 4.9 i felt like my inerds were being liquified in a blender and shoved back in. pleasant image ain't it? So if it wasnt bad enough that i was in gym and my legs already hurt from spin the day previous i was then forced to do a beep test which should be outlawed due to inhumanity laws or something...CHILDRENS RIGHTS!!!! for godess' sake! Funny thing is though it is just stop running afterwards it turns out you have the forceful need to cough and curl up into a fetal position. i mean EVERYONE was coughing. why is it that running induces coughing fits... that would be a question to athina that im sure she will undoubtly not know.
I sadly still havent written anymore of styks... i just find myself unable to force myself to get up and write happy i love you scenes between sybil and james when i feel like shit and am sad about justin cause i miss him... turns out he isnt able to come to my valentines day dance and i will only be able to see him on the next friday... a PD day. Ill try but i think i might just need to give myself a break ubntil things are looking slightly brighter... Oh and i might just change james' name to Lucien, because that sounds soooo much better.
Besides that not too much is going on. I've started semester two and my favourite class is english no surprise there.
I got my haircut....
AND OH!!!!! i finally after much convincing watched the pathetic looking movie of the notebook.... well that supposed pathetic movie turned out to be my #1 fav movie and book... and that is saying a lot if you know how much i read and guessing you are a follower or know me you know first hand that this is by far a grand accomplishement. sadly i cannot props the author cause hes dead. :(
I will write an official review in a little while but this is math. and i dont have my notes :D
"note queen strikes again" -gennifer

I wish banana with her crush on jesse im sure justin can convince him but the only wuestion is will it work out or wither and die... not trying to be morbid but those are the facts. <3
also i hope i prove my horoscope wrong because it was not good news for me. this week my horoscope said: you will be single by valentines day, but stay in there things might not be too bad. Oh yea like that's reasuring.... so im not longer going to be dating justin but ill wont be too depressed because its for my own good.... i know ive threatened to leave justin and ive felt really sad cause i miss him or he was being a pompus twit... i still could never ACTUALLY do it.

gtg get my scores.
Gothgirl xox