week 7 update.

Finished until chapter 10... fell behind 2 chapters. will be catching up. go to JMKempster.blogspot.com for more details.**

GothGirlxox

** i will probably just stop posting about my book on this site soon. so save the link. this blog will mostly be about my personal life
PS with that note i realized something tragic. Justin and I probably won't last. And as much as i love him and it pains me to say... it might be soon... I do love him, and i know he loves me, and im not going to say that its just me... no its totally his fault. I need someone that is sweet and caring and considerate... and anyone who knows justin can tell you immediatly that just isn't him. I need someone who acts like im a goddess (or relitivly). Im gonna try to give jusitn more of a chance because i know that he can be sweet and adoring... sometimes he can be the nicest guy in the world. the only problem is that lately i havent seen that guy. and i know that the moment im back in his arms im going to forget because thats the effect we have when we're together. The only question now is does justin care more about "The Man" and being an uber tough non caring guy, or me. At some point he's going to need to pick because i refuse to date a jerk. It'll kill me, but there are just some lines that i will not cross.
God I hope... i just want to know. i need a sign....

JMKempster website

www.JMKempster.blogspot.com
is now up and running!! also i have organized my calendar and am halfway done chapter 9.
GothGirl xox
PS dont mention this blog in any comments and there my name is J. not Sybil. so dont use that.

JMKempster website

www.JMKempster.blogspot.com

is now up and running!! also i have organized my calendar and am halfway done chapter 9.

GothGirl xox

PS dont mention this blog in any comments and there my name is J. not Sybil. so dont use that.

bestest paragraph ever

okay now i know by the grammar of the title everyones a bit skeptical. but my intro to page 9 is very close to the best paragraph ive ever written. In my exctment i thought lets sharee it with the gang! Now i dont think i have to repeat this but just in case. it is copywrited to me so don't even TRY to steal it.

so here it is :

Peace. It's an awkward concept at best. The idea of utopia seems nice, but it's impossible. Where there is good, there is evil. It's the balance of life. Just like light versus dark, life versus death. I'm not sure i believe anyone, anything can really be at peace. Something in perfect harmony is just too much to ask for. Whenever you get close somthing always happens to throw it back in balance. Like whenever you get answers, new questions rise up. When you find a solution a new problem is never far behind. But if you asked me right now, i would probably tell you i was the closest you could get to being at peace.

YES ISNT THAT JUST THE BEST THING YOU HAVE EVER LAID YOUR EYES UPON!!! :D :D of course it is.

GothGirl xox

week 6 update

3 things worth mentioning today. But its not going to be long because this is the 3rd time ive had to redo this post. oh and i just realized that you arent aloud to paste anymore so i couldnt even copy and paste the info! grr. anyways. here is my short copy of what i had just written

Week 6 over, ive finished chapter 7 and most of chapter 8. Because the break is finally here and justin is gone i have no distractions. I'll probably finish chapter 8 tom and some of chapter 9. This are going quickly. I'll probably be ahead of schedual in a few days time. I don't have many plans for vacation so that's good. hanging wth the Court and shopping with lee is pretty much it.

I have to re organize my caledar for 2010 so ill probably get to that sometime in the next two days. And while doign that ill probably make my official website for Styks High. i promis to import all the posts here that involve the book. I'd just make this the official site if it werent for the fact that my blogger name here is sybil and my main characters name is sybil.... it would jsut seem way too confusing.

Then my final thought for the day: Schwa and I are probably writting a b=guidebook/hanbook thing in the new year. it will include, maps, behind the scene stories, pictures, tommy's thoughts. Itll either be names something like Tommy's stories or In the view of the humans (which is mentioned in the book itself. Ill post more about that soon
Until next time
GothGirl xox
Ps avatar is awesome!!

chapter 7 + 8

Going to write 2 chapters hopefully this week. Chapter 7 and 8. which should be together anyway considering the topic of both. One is about the lead up to the aniversary of her mothers death. the other about the actually summoning of her mothers spirit on that set day.
A lot to do now,
Bye

sick week 5

EW i am totally sick again which means of course i have to stay home. the reason this suckes more than usually because of the fact that i havent already seen justin for 4 weeks because i cant see him today im not going to see him for another 5. so super great nine week missing justin. And on top of that im kinda stressed because of summatives. i havent even writen chapter seven. ill probably write it later. i just cant bring my brain to do it now. Lol you know im sick when i added 3 hours plus 12 hours to 21 hours.... yea im gifted in math. my thoughts are really the straightest. even though i probably could be writing now im not going to bother because it will probably come out a jumbled up mess. i mean this one pargraph alone is giving me a head ache.
GothGirl. xox

opinions

Here at window academy, we learn several things. Not anyone alone is right, and listen to other peoples opinions. Well i guess my dad missed that day : To tell this story properly i ahve to start ALLL the way at the beginning. This year at window academy we are doing the little shop of horrors for our school musical. though we made an alternate ending. Basically in our ending the plant takes over the world and eats everybody..... so i was telling my dad about this and then he started yelling at me "cause the school board doesnt have class. and we should be doing something civilized like shakespear or the grimm's brothers."
okay 1. why would the SCHOOL BOARDS choice give you the need to yell at ME?
and 2. civilized??!!!! shakespears work was exactly like ours just WAYY more complicated and ummm LAME. So then he persisted on yelling to me about how this generation had to class. like EXCUSE me who's fault is that? Thing was the fairy tales, and songs and SHAKESPEAR isnt any classyer. i mean little red riding hood, 3 little pigs... all metaphors for canabalistic sereal killers. Oh nursery rhimes about killing babies, and the black plague. and because we have a FICTIONAL play about alien plants killing and taking over the world WE are the uncivilized ones. I mean shakespear in a way was worse. What he wrote was so realistic that it could happen. I mean men backstabing and killing each other, lies, hate, fear confusion. in the end DEATH! so what does it matter if we chose laughter or complication? in the end we are all just dead arent we?

Tad-for-thought.
GothGirl

Week 4+ kelseys bday

GothGirl here. Update of the week:
1. Justin is gone to Arizona
2. Im not yeat done chapter 6 and am therfore just in line with my oroginal plan
3. I went to kelseys bday sleepover yesturday
4. Summatives and unit projects suck!


so first off mr justin is in Arizona for his cousins barmitzva and therefore not here. Then he will be coming back for seriously a week and then leaving. sad i know.

Then as for my book.... well due to the pile of work my teachers decided to do this week i didnt have ANY time to work on it and i mean i was still falling behind. the weekend just couldnt come fast enough. So now i only have one short scene to write and then chapter seven for this week to keep up.

Kelseys sleepover. Well the day started out hectic. mom couldnt drive me etc etc so finally i get a drive from kim and then everything is right again in the world. Kim, kelsey, gio, schwa, emma and i were inseperable for the rest of the night. and Robin came and we hit off emediatly. jokes, laughs and fun times all night. We watched battle of the smithsonian, baked giant ass cookies and told stories till 2 am. Basically it was insane! i totally missed all of them and it was so great to be with the gang again. we agreed that we would try to get together atleaast once every month. even if it was just for an afternoon. 2 deffinatlies are in 3 wekks during break at dads house and after exams. probably also during march break. Good times as always, oh and they told me their story about the freedom fighters ( yes we are avatar geeks deal!) and im this girl named ashes who is like sickly awesome. and emma is shackles and kelsey gigles and schwa was shadow ( how perfect) etc etc. even guozhen is called encyclopedia! There are always more but i cant think of them

As for my projects... end of semester is a bitch. All my teachers are cramming in all this stuff we havent covered yet. i mean we finished out astrology UNIT in 2 weeks. Our unit test in thursday. So this week ive had project after project, essay after essay, tests, quizes and even a documentary. Everything is so chaotic with me and i cant even control it all. im insanely stressed out and OH justin isnt here to make it easyer.... not that he would. pompus ass. :P . Though seeing the gang again really did help calm me down. i was just really in need of intellectual conversation with fellow friends. I really do miss them alot.

Now off to correct ANOTHER french essay and write the script for my documentary ( both of which were due yesturday :P
GothGirl xox