Friday, August 28, 2009

200!!!

This is my 200tth post!!! okay I'm not dancing around my room.... yet! but i did want to thank all of you for reading and following and though it's not yet been a year this has been amazing. Than you for all my friends for ggetting me through the rough patches and To Justin who always stands by my side. And to those readers interested in my book i sencerly hope that i can say it is close to being finished some tme soon! Though I'm not yet looking for a publisher if any of you have any ideas please do tell me.
From the bottom of my soul,
GothGirl xox

final week.

To all of my readers i write to you today. About my book yes. but also about my final week of summer and how i have tried to do everything to it's fullest. And I have nearly accompllished everything on my list.

Startin with Sunday I hung out with a bunch of my gifties at Riocan our number one spot! Jeremy, cori, Leah, Justin and I had a blast. ew i sound so icky! lol. Okay so we had fun, ate pomegranates on the hill, went to Wal-e-mart, and Le-blaws. also we got booster juice and Icecream and ate them in the same sitting. I do believe that it was the making of.... well nothing, but it was hilarious!

I wrote Tuesday whilst monday we moved. Then on Wednesday Schwa and I met once again. wow it is really hard to make things sound more interesting than they are. We went to schwa's place and laughed our heads off, and went on a bie ride, and i saw the famous park, and almost met Liza the famous neighbour. Did i mention that they have a room of ballooons!!!
its was soo fun, and every time you move it sounds like it's raining. So we danced around in there to pathetic kindergarden songs. Elena stalked us for a big part of the day. Most importantly we talked about funny dreams and theory's and it was just the perfect day. And on pure coincidence we went to the national art gallery which was another one of my plans to do this summer with none other than SCHWA!!!!! It was fun. Though we only had time to go through 3 exibets. The first one was about the roman renesance. and Everytime there was a picture/sketcho/painting of any of the roman gods [ roman gods are the exact same as the greek but with diffrent names] we'd state all their greek names. It was so funny though because the curator was staring at us at one point because we were surrounded with like art apresiators and colledge students and old people and we were two teenagers and we new more about the art than all of them combined, cept the ones about popes. ( like did you know the acient roman pope hats were red silk and in the winter they had white fur underneath, so you could literally tell what sason the painting was made by their hats.) So go smartness. I think one of my favourite paintings was the one with the achidna, and Zeus and Hades and Persephone/ demmeter, and Athena, and Hera on the sides, and It was about the two artists who thought the other was plotting against the king. Very interesting. Then as for the other two, both were contemporary. The few pieces that really stuck with me that i hadn't seen before were 1. the piece with the movies playing and the jeans on the wall, and planners, and spotlights everwhere, 2. The pices with the collaged maazine faces on felt bodies being made by grim reapers, 3. the two fans blowing the circular black tapin the air, 4. the room of pills, 5. the black canvas with just one yellow stripe at the side, and of course the more traditional ones that are there all the time.

Then thursday Andrea and I went to swim and Justin's and it was really fun and andrea and jonah got together surprisingly well. She had fun, we had fun, and though i now have a blue nose from where andrea kicked me in the face while swiming, it was still a superb day.

Now it is today and im going to see my new high school on its opening, choosing my locker and such and having a blast. then im heading off to the charity weekend with jim Sue and Leah, hotels, working, this sounds like a whole lot of dejavu!! from florida :D not that thats a bad thing i mean it was the best trip of my life!

Now as for big news concerning my book. I can now proudly say that the prophecy is completed... i mean not fufilled as of yet, but writen. would anypne like to hear???? well you're going to read it ANYWAYS! :P

Once the halves of the two halves come together to complete a whole,
The partial horned wholeshalld be released,
Then the world shall be doomed in eternal fire,
Lest the Blind Half see what has never been accepted.

DUN DUND DUHNDD!!! lol A talleur.
GothGirl xox

Monday, August 24, 2009

the following chapter

Summer is almost over. There are only a few days left of vacation and then it's back to school. I can't say I'm that sad. I mean sure then we have to wake up early, and there are the set backs to any school. But my love for school and the excitement i have does outway the cons. Though i will be sad about not being able to see justin that often anymore, we will still talk and stuff during the week. I do love him and It'll be sad but the amount of days i've just sat at home and done nothing becayse i didn't have the inspiration to write and there was nothing else to do. so now school opening is weighing on every teenagers shoulders like a black doom that we all have to face sooner or later. Good thing for me I'm not that afraid to face the devil on my back.... wow that billy talent song just flew into my head :P anyways. School is in return and i just can't wait. I mean i'm sad that i didnt get to do everything that i had planned because of all the rain we've had. but it was still fun. Though next year I'm gonna try to skip all the drama and gossip that goes with high school and go solo. atleast until i for myself can differenciate between the pops, the rocks and the dweebs.
My plan is to sit out the drama of the return to school. Then once it's all calmed down I can see what peoples are really like. So instead of making friends right away I'm gonna wait till i get to REALLY meet them, so i don't waste any of my time on superficial drama that under normal surcomstances i would have nevre been tangled up in. Kind of lik grade 7 actually. Then I found my schwa and life waas so much simpler. Besides i beleive that school should be a place of work and well drama and friends aren't worht loosing my scholarship over. I like being alone anyways it gives me time to think.... though if i ever find a unique intellectual mind liek myself (and schwa) i will not pass up the opportunity to hang out. Besides there isnt verbal diarhea that most people have. you have to be yourself and not care what others think because then you end up being just as superficial as barbie. come on who wants to be a plastic doll that spends all day on littles girls' shelves.
Also now that i have worked out all the kinks in my book i can start just writing. I won't have to spend time trying to figure to figure out whats going to happen next. I can get on with the story and not spend days sitting there with nothing. Though details are skim as the story progresses im sure everything wil fall into place.
Another plus of the day I'm officially moved after nearly 2 years of "in the moving proccess" we are finally done. so onto the next chapter of my life. Unpacking! this should only take another year min. lol. My room is really sick. though the house itself is gross and smells prefusly like currie. its now called home.
FRom the bottom of my soul,
GothGirl xox

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Just got home

Okay so I'm now home. After passing the crash we followed a giant lemon car to this dead end street and circled for like ever trying to find an exit. Then once telling my mom again the opposite directions we got back onto the highway 417 and followed that to woodroffe, there we ate McPukes ( Mc Donalds) and went home. Yea interesting day. Now I', unpacking something that I'm good at and have a routine.
Night,
GothGirl xox

Oh My flipping god!!!

Okay so we were just past exit 66 and there was a car crash, and there was a boat and it was all because some asshole in a red truck cut them off. It was like insane and we saw it! There was smoke and dust everywhere, and the boat was like flipped upside down. Oh wow... this sure has been one interesting trip home!
GothGirl xox

Coming back

Hey. Okay well I haven't written for like a while but now im sitting in the car on the highway and have nothing else to do. Apparently I am now moms GPS because I'm the one giving instructions on how she should get places.... sad.
I played a lot of volley ball with my grama's friends. Like Reine, Paul, Linda, Jill, Michel, Michelle, Micheal ( yeah seriously), Sandra, and like others that I can't really remember their names. I dogsitted Sammy and Charlotte again, umm also one day Michel (a fourth one, my great uncle and grama's brother ), Louis and Elene came over to visit. It was so funny because at the pool whenever someone yelled Michelle, or Michel all three would answer. And then there was André OMG!!! Elene, mom and I were sitting by the edge of the pool and there was this guy who was totally stalking Elene. Like she went in he went in, she got out he got out, etc etc. Then she left for like 5 minutes and almost right away he was asking us questions about her like 20Q. it was insane. Like dude ask her! So she came back and they were all flirty and stuff it was totally hilarious cause I found out what Jeremy must feel like. Total 3rd wheel. So I left and my mom was all alone with them, poor her. It was totally suffocating I mean jeeze kiss already and stop with the goo-goo eyes crap. Srry.
Okay now here is our very friken annoyingly long day. Okay so we got up early, eat breakfast and then went swimming typical normal camping day. Then we packed up, eat and left early.... so sadly I got justin to sign on for nothing because we were driving at four... srry hon. Anyways then I gave my mom all the instructions how to get there by using a piece of paper that I lost. So we took a right after the exit, then the 338 to the 20 ouest for like 5 nminutes then nto the 540 and then the 417 then we take that all the way to Ottawa.... guess what around the Ontario border halfway there mom realizes she forgot her purse at the campsite like how the frig do you do that?? So I gave the directions back opposite by memory so we get there. 417, 540, 20 Est for 5 min, then 338, then turn left at entrence. So we get the purse relaxe for ten minutes and then at 6 start again. So again turn right at exit, 338, 20 Ouest for 5 min, 540 and then 417. Frig I will never forget how to get to vaudreuille Dorion. :S so now we are back driving and we are back on the 417...... passing pointe-Fortune. Listening to really bad pop music!!! Ah! Like shut up and let me go, like animals on the discovery channel, whine-up, and like crap. Ugh now its shakira!! My hips don’t lie.... or something. I'm gonna go back to ignoring it. OH WOOT!!!!! We just past the Ontario border again!!! And it only took 45 minutes instead of an hour.
I'll update once I get home.
happy journeying,
GothGirl xox

Wednesday, August 12. 09

Hey! I'm feeling completely better today! I woke up at like 5 in the morning and it was beautiful outside. There was a bunch of fog that seemed to roll around the ground. Sadly I went to sleep like 3 secs after. I woke up again at around 9 to Andrea climbing over my legs. Ugh. So besides the rude awakening :P ( pardon the pun ) Good, good. I had a hot chocolate then had breakfast then went straight to the pool. It was extremely cold but again I played volley ball with the old ladies and there was this one who was like DAMN she can play!! Wow.... though in French. Lol I'm not that good they just all can't jump. Also I did a lot of sun tanning.
Then I went back to the trailer and went on msn for a bit ( I found one bar of wifi on my neighbours picnic table ). But my skin started to itch because of the cloreen and stuff. Plus the fact I hadn’t shaved for like what 4 days?? I went to dinner then a 10.5 mile bike ride with Andrea. What's-his-name still isn’t here. So now I'm headed off to take my shower. FINALLY my hair was starting to do some MAJOR frizz! :P
BYES~GothGirl xox

After the shower

Oh my god I never knew it could feel so good to be clean!! Lol. The cloreen and Off! is off of my skin. I'm no longer insanely itchy, well except for where there are bug bites. Though now it so hard to keep my eyes open! I'm going to write a bit and then head to bed.
Tomorrow we're going to head into town and go shopping, then when we get back we'll see if the pools open. Can't wait to tell you about it. Toodles my friends,GothGirl xox

Later that night

Okay well I ate dinner bu then I wasn’t feeling so good. At first I just thought if I relaxe for a bit it'll go away. Guess what it didn’t. I started the bike ride and got about a mile out and freaked. No way could I do this. So I rushed back and was in the bathroom all night. Now I'm writing and soon going to bed :S ugh.
GothGirl xox

Tuesday, August 11. 09

Hello! Second day of camping! It's around 5 pm right now. This morning we hung out round the trailer, then I made lunch, and we went swimming. It was really fun, I played volley ball with a bunch of my Grama's friends. For old people they are really active :P. What's-his-name is still a no show, but hopefully he'll turn up. It's kind of cloudy and rainy now but still a nice enough day. Later Andrea and I are going to walk the neighbours' dogs. Charlotte and Sammy. Sadly there are too many puddles to bike very far today... So I think I'm going to head out right after dinner to a 6 mile bike ride even though I planned for longer.
Anyways talk to you all later,
GothGirl xox
PS Jauques just got back. Oops I had forgotten to mention he was gone the entire day, well now you know.

Monday, August 10. 09

Hello everyone,
This is GothGirl sans internet. I'm going to add all this once I get back. I'm camping with my grandparents in Quebec. And even though there's public wifi I can only stay connected for like 5 seconds at a time. No matter how pathetic that is I'm having a lot of fun.
We arrived at about 3 o'clock. The moment we got inside we changed into our bathing suits and headed to the pool. After about an hour of swimming we came back. I lounged atop the hill reading and drinking orange juice. I'm such a diva :P Finally we ate dinner and then I helped do the dishes and then took a 4 mile bike ride. When I got back I hung out next door with Charlotte and Sammy ( the dogs ) and got an idea for another book (WAYYY later on). Then I wrote more and now I'm blogging.
Sadly I doubt we'll be spending much time in the city so that means no internet for the entire trip. Like at all. I will seriously be stuck with only myself, my books, my writing, my bike and swimming. Hopefully what-ever-his-name-is from last year is still here so I can hang out with him for some days. I really don't want to spend that much quality time with my sister.
Oh another thing, I painted today. I made two pieces. One is nameless and just kind of like a horror picture. It's mostly black but then there's a few highlights in red. But the piece that really was the most thought-involved is the second. Earth. It is a green and blue Ying-Yang sign with the two pieces slightly separated. In the void there is black and red coming out of it. Also the outer edges are all smudged. I really think it well represents our world today. The peace and balance is all falling apart and the world is breaking at its seams.
That's all for today my fellow bloggers. À talleur.
GothGirl xox

Sunday, August 9, 2009

summer....

The summer is almost over! this is so beyond depressing! soon it'll be winter again and I'll have had like no recollection of heat! AND LOSE MY TAN! :( remember depressing???

well i guess it won't be all that bad. I mean i saw the school and if they dont paint it pastell colours like on the poster then it'll be really cool. Also i cant rememeber my third ellecctive so if anyone remembers can you tell me? i mean i remeber the 5 mandatory classes, Art and music... but i cant recall the third!

well to catch you all up on whats been happening, i went to the cottage probably for the last time, and Justin came to my dads and we hung out, and my dad really likes him! so thats always a plus. Then yesturday me leah jeremy and justin went to see funny people and it was awesome! Today im packing up all my stuff, and tomorrow im going to grama's for camping.
Love you all,
GothGirl.

PS happy geek week to everybody! though i don't really beleive in geek week because you should think of ways to emprove the world on the daily basis not just this one week.
PPS Im probably the worst goth ever :( i mean i barely actully wear black anymore and even when i do i look more punk and rock then goth. Oh well im still the GothGirl you know :)