oops

damn i just realized that my post was accidentally put on the wrong site... and that actually two posts had been put there.

so my newspaper extravaganza, and my time well wasted posts are on www.sybil-gothgirl.blogspot.com sorry

Goddess help

okay a few things to go over.
I'm no longer with anthony, it just didnt work.
i'm really great friends with jordan now, and today i did ask him out again, i mean we both care about each other a lot, and though he hasnt decided we both agreed that the friendship is more important, no matter what.
Yes i'd be sad if he said no, but i'd get through it, I'd have to because i love being friends with him. He's sweet and caring, and to be honest i need someone to talk to and hug when things are tough.I want to be there for him, plus I need someone to hang out with on weekends, so go to the park after school and just hang out. ( i love emmie and athina and all, but living where they are they just arent desponible!{for lack of a better word}) And frankly, i need a best friend.
So this'll work. Because i care, and i trust him, and i like him a lot, and no matter what i want to be with him in someway. Goddess help me i hope he feels the same.

Jen

Ps: on the topic of Goddess bless..... i lost my Athena necklace during gym, the cord broke during outdoor gym, and i can;t find it.... Jeese i hope i do, that necklace means so much to me. I'd love anyone who found it. i honestly would.

no more

I'm tired of being ignored. Of being passed over as useless and I'm tired of being talked over, and of having my conversations timed. I'm tired of being overlooked. So you know what now im just not going to talk. Unless it's important I'm just not going to say anything. Not a word to anyone who never listens. Then when people start missing my insights, and conversation they'll start to listen.
People will have to listen when i tlk because itll be so rarely that they'll know its important.
For those who listened before life will go on as it was, but for those who ignored me, or timed me when i talked, or talked over me.... well no more.
Jen

Ps do you ever notice how loud french people talk. I have like a constant head ache

8 points

I have a few things to talk about today and to make it easier to follow ill number them.

1.Interesting little bit of information... i jsut published in the local newspaper!!! yes. After the musical i was asked to write a review about my time in the musical. I expected just to get quoted or something, but no. I got an entire page to myself !!! It's stupendous!!! :P
2.We striked the stage which was fun. I brought home an Audrey II named persephone (which is my current hank plant*) A bamboo pole. a poster and a tulip. Also i brought an extra advertisement poster.
3. I did spring cleaning at my moms... and now my room is shockingly empty. Its remarkable really.... My dresser is like empty... I have like nothing on anysurfaces in my room that i thought were packed with important stuff (which turned out to be consisting of mostly junk) . I reorganized all my boxes and things... and put up my article poster, and audrey II on my wall.
4. I'm now dating Anthony, from the musical. Though he's a grade 8 i really like him.
5. My grama is coming over
6. I started knitting again
7. the guy that came to fix my house was actually a really nice quebecois guy.
8... i think thats it for now.
Im tired good night
JEn

*Hank plant... go fellow nerdfighters. If you have no idea what I'm talking about search Vlogbrothers on youtube and DFTBA.

carbon monoxide

Interesting food for thought: Pigeons cannot lay eggs unless they are in the pressence of another prigeon. Her overies will not work unless she is looking at a pigeon.... in absense of another pigeon her own reflection will do. How Narcicistic.

as for another tid bit of information. CArbon monoxide sucks... a lot.
This affternoon i got home from a particularly pleasant day to find out im not aloud into my own home because we had a carbon monoxide leak. So now i am doomed to my front lawn for another 4 hours... and im starving.
So readers if you have food handy, eat some for me now please.
On the bright side, it isn't raining or cold. Its a very warm spring day. There are soft fluffy clouds and im sitting in the shade watching as the sun's rays glint off a nearby tree, fresh with new leaves.
So now i await our saviors the gas line people... who will probably be fat middle aged men who they they are better than everyone else which is completely absurd because they probably didn't even go to university. Our world doesn't need any more malvolio's.

People who don't get that reference, i implore you read shakespeare. And never ever ever say that he is boring. Only people with simple minds think that shakespeare in any form is boring. He's probably the best poet laureate our world will ever see. His words are but an extension of himself. I adore his work.

something i don't adore however are french peopl (anne) who write about egyptian art. In art class which i take in french we are currently studying about egyptian graphing and their proportion systems. However the article we are forced to read is impecably filled with the most inane run on sentences. Soemtimes i do catch myself in a rant... but this makes me look like mary friken poppins!!!
So i have discovered a new loathing for this authors writings.

I suppose i should make so head way in my homework... i however feel very opposed to that idea as i sit here talking to you.

So the musical is now over... officially as of today. We striked the set after school today... and now i fear ill greatly miss my grade eight friends that i have made. Liek sarah, and rebekah, and anthony, and liya and kaylene, oh I'm sad now.
I hope that we st---- OH YES!!! the gas guy just showed up. Thank the gods! though he is talking on the phone and has yet to leave his truck i can tell you that he is driving a large red pick up truck, is bald, and has this goatee thing going on.... this should be interesting.

a talleur
Jen